eye’m sorry
eye’m ugly
all that i am
and i can never live up
eye’m failing
eye’m angry
afraid of the ways
they pretend to be us
its fuct up
eye’m different
wurdz remain
my only escape
art saves
all of me
evolving
and now you’re walking away!!!
eye’m so afraid
and now you’re walking away
eye’m so ashamed
and now you’re walking away!!
[voodoo spell]
II.
my mistake
was trusting you
blood pigs
with creating my fate
with poetry
and suffering
i cannibalized
every ounce of my pain
eye’m still afraid
everyday
these greedy worms
– they devour my plagues
eye’m not your slave
eye’m conquering
you see me rise
& now you’re walking away!!!
eye’m not ashamed!
and now you’re walking away!
eye’m not afraid!
and now you’re walking away!!
[bridge & tunnel]
you can’t hurt me anymore
you can’t hurt me anymore
fed from the wound from
which we were bled
vomiting filth in
our soft cave heads
chewing on tissue,
tendon and fat
destroying the things
they do not understand!
tyrant.
betrayer.
parasite.
traitor!!
….and still u feed them
….and still u need them
eye’m sorry
eye’m ugly
dangerous
can’t describe it enough
eye’m failing
eye’m angry
i use my fear
to empower my hate
eye’m fuct up
eye’m different
wurdz remain
my only escape
art saves
all of me
evolving
and now you’re walking away!!!
eye’m not ashamed
and now you’re walking away
eye’m not afraid
and now you’re walking away!
and now you’re walking away!
and now you’re walking away
and now you’re walking away
[voodoo spell]
my mistake!
was trusting you!
blood pigs –
with creating my fate!
with poetry
and suffering
i cannibalized….
every ounce of my pain
eye’m still afraid everyday
u still suckle my plagues
eye’m not your fucking slave
so why you walking away???
blood pig!
why you walking away???