My warning meant nothing. You’re dancing in quicksand. Why don’t you watch where you’re wandering? Why don’t you watch where you’re stumbling? You’re wading knee deep and going in. And you may never come back again. This bog is thick and easy to get lost in when you’re a stupid,dumb ass, belligerent fucker. I hope […]
Something has to change. Un-deniable dilemma. Boredom’s not a burden Anyone should bear. Constant over stimulation numbs me Just, not enough. I need more. Nothing seems to satisfy. I said, I don’t want it. I just need it. To breathe, to feel, to know I’m alive. Finger deep within the borderline. Show me that you […]
There’s a shadow just behind me, shrouding every breath I take, making every promise empty, pointing every finger at me. Waiting like a stalking butler who upon the finger rests. Murder now the path called "must we" just before the son has come. Jesus, won’t you fucking whistle something but the past and done? Why […]
I know the pieces fit cuz I watched them fall away Mildewed and smoldering. Fundamental differing. Pure intention juxtaposed will set two lovers souls in motion Disintegrating as it goes testing our communication The light that fueled our fire then has burned a hole between us so We cannot see to reach an end crippling […]
I have come curiously close to the end, down Beneath my self-indulgent pitiful hole, Defeated, I concede and Move closer I may find comfort here I may find peace within the emptiness How pitiful It’s calling me… And in my darkest moment, fetal and weeping The moon tells me a secret – my confidant As […]
I will choke until I swallow… Choke this infant here before me. What is this but my reflection? Who am I to judge and strike you down? But you’re Pushing and shoving me. You still love me and you pushit on me. Rest your trigger on my finger, bang my head upon the fault line. […]
It took so long to remember just what happened. I was so young and vestal then, you know it hurt me, but I’m breathing so I guess I’m still alive even if signs seem to tell me otherwise. I’ve got my hands bound, my head down , my eyes closed, and my throat wide open. […]
I know you well You are a part of me I know you better than I know myself I know you best Better than anyone I know you better than I know myself You don’t judge You can’t speak You can’t leave You can’t hurt me You’re just here for me to use I know […]
We barely remember who or what came before this precious moment, We are choosing to be here right now. Hold on, stay inside This holy reality, this holy experience. Choosing to be here in This body. This body holding me. Be my reminder here that I am not alone in This body, this body holding […]
So familiar and overwhelmingly warm This one, this form I hold now. Embracing you, this reality here, This one, this form I hold now, so Wide eyed and hopeful. Wide eyed and hopefully wild. We barely remember what came before this precious moment, Choosing to be here right now. Hold on, stay inside… This body […]
